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I am fed up. I am so so so fed up with getting shit coming at me from every direction.

• “Skeletor”
• “You aren’t eating are you? Oh, you are eating enough? Then you must be throwing it back up. Don’t tell me you’re not, because that’s a lie”
• “Normal people don’t have as many bones sticking out as you do”
• “You don’t look good.” (or better yet)
• “You look like shit.”

Yeah, I get that last one a lot.

I CAN’T HELP IT. I can’t help it that I’ve got a high metabolism and you don’t like what you see. I eat plenty! I exercise! I’ve even started indoor rock climbing as of recently! BUT I’M EATING, CONTRARY TO POPULAR BELIEF. I can’t do anything else. I could go out of my way and force a nasty shake down my throat that’s meant for people who can’t put on weight worse than me, but I SHOULDN’T HAVE TO. I shouldn’t have to do that just to please you and what you think is “too skinny”. I’ve been threatened to be dragged against my will to a doctor because of an accused eating disorder and/or something wrong with me. 

This is bullshit. Bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit. Just like with the opposite end of the weight spectrum, getting shit and being called out and insulted for your weight is fucking upsetting. “Too skinny” bullshit is just as hurtful as “too fat”.

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